II just want to fly away sometimes. From my life, from myself. From all the bullshit of the people around me, of society. I just want to see the world from where none can touch me, where nothing can touch me. I want to be carefree. To appreciate the beauty of the world, and the ugliness, from an objective perspective. I want to finally be at peace with it all. And no, that's not a suicide reference.
I bet I sound psychotic to most people. My speaking cadence is 100% ramble, and it gets worse when I'm nervous. My brain makes connections that aren't apparent to most people, so I come of incomprehensible. My thoughts end up feeling like a highway sometimes. The only time I feel single-minded is when I'm angry, because I zero in on EVERYTHING that I hate about that particular thing.
People thinking they're better than they are, or that they're better than others in some arbitrary regard is why the world is fucked. Stay in your lane and I'll stay in mine, don't overstep the line. And for god's sake, choose a lane. I don't care if you're wrong, at the very least be consistent about being wrong.
Most of the time I don't get angry with the shit I see on /b/, but I fucking can't stand hypocrites. Wear a mask or not, it's your choice. But if you choose not to, then call people who choose to retards, you're a hypocrite. The whole argument "anti-maskers" make is the actuation of their free will. Why then mald over someone choosing to do what you won't? It's a piece of fucking cloth over the mouth, not a jump off a cliff. You're just being pathetic.
Lives a comfortable life. Holds reasonable ambitions. By all accounts, a perfectly functional human being.
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