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Thinking is hard, why is thinking so hard?
Emotions are weird, why can't I just be happy?
I'm always so tired, when will I fully relax?
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But we don't want that
A means to an end prevents the cycle from continuing
Life is all about perpetuation.
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I always feel like I'm on the brink of solving some grand defining equation.
Not feel, I know I am.
I'm stuck, I can't even continue it right now.
I think that's mortality, not the presence of a lifespan.
I think that's sanity, a side effect of recognizing what's going on around you.
What's going on around you clouds your vision of what arguably truly matters, what would finally set the universe at peace.