Fuck this bias
How is it that if a alt right reporter gets beat up at an event, everyone starts screaming domestic terrorism.
But the waves of violence against Islamic queer and communities of color never get more than something like *an overstressed or unwell bad apple*.
Where were the calls of reaction when armed gangs attack trans day of remembrance at little rock, AR. When rifle armed bikers storm through Islamic neighborhoods to expose al Qaeda connections. Where was this standard when people were beat tazed and run over with cars in Huntington beach.
Wtf delusional fantasy are these people convincing themselves of. Fuck them. Fuck the nationalists. Fuck the bigots. And fuck you too if you think *both sides*.
maybe it's just because i was too busy melting into the bed and moaning because i took too big of a dose to actually form memories, so when i go back to it and "remember" shit that didn't happen, my brain's just going like "yeah, whatever, lets say that happened" and treating it as if it were a real memory. idk, i'm not a fucking psychologist. shit's fucked though, it almost makes me want to do it again, even though i crashed fucking hard the last time. (2/2)
my memory's fuckin weird, like usually when i go back to memories it's all on rails, like one path because that shit *happened* and i cant change that, so i can only remember those specific events in that specific order. but the time over christmas that i did mdma, the memory of that's different. when i think back to it i almost get the same feelings i had then, and it's like i can remember any part of it at any time, even shit i didn't actually do, and it all feels equally real. (1/2)