Feeling down after finding out that I didn't get GSoC this year.
I put in two proposals and really, REALLY was depending on it. I'll be in the Seattle/Bellevue/Redmond area but I'm seriously feeling like a failure today. I have no idea what I'm going to do. Sure, I have projects, and at least have food/shelter/partner, but yeah.
it's really easy to get into this situation for me. I feel like literal garbage. I have no motivation.
Wondering if I picked the wrong fucking industry.
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