Science fiction seems to be the easiest vehicle to mime desires out of.
I have grown to think small. That might even be a good thing.
But I've lost the will and muscle to think big.
An easy answer though, is I need to be more "passionate about life".
We've all seen people like that. I just couldn't pull that if I'm not being authentic.
But I need to at least be able to talk about things I'm passionate with. And Type 5 enneagram seems to confirm that I would stingy even in that.
Maybe I would have better channel for expression had I play music.
This is the mind trying to mimic rather than pursue own desires.
Shitposts from an atomic mind.
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