I fear I still look to these characters for validation. In dreams, these validations came easy.
Dreamt a full episode of having an affair with her. She ended her marriage to be with me, no struggle at all.
What is my shadow trying to tell me??
Maybe her not replying is a good thing.
She could be illiterate by now and reply with entirely broken proses, which would be very disappointing.
Knowing now that it's been read, even without reply I felt better.
Shitposts from an atomic mind.
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